D': I feel so bad. I wish this never happened...
On our way home from Lenox, boo and I got into a car accident. The accident was minor, but it damaged boo's car (chipped paint and a fist-size dent).
He was switching lanes and somehow an old gray Nissan popped up. )': I wasn't looking out for him like I normally do, but I saw him looking back. He's a good driver and I know he'd never put his baby in danger. But shit happens. /:
This makes me feel pretty upset. I'm not sure how he feels inside. I wonder if it hurts him or worries him as much as it does to me. I feel like it's my fault or maybe I just want to take the blame so he wouldn't have to. Bad things always happen to me. I'm used to it. I wish I could help him or do something about it. I hope I can get him a the same paint job for cheap. That'll make him happy or at least feel better.
Sigh....


-asdfjklove J

Birfday Gift From Boo

OMG!OMG! (^ u ^ )// !!!!!
Boo got me a Hello Kitty skateboard! O: This is really thoughtful of him, so I better put it to use. lolol. I cannot quit now! ._.
I knew he was going to get me a skateboard. He gave me one too many hints and I am an investigator! I like to connect the clues. ^.^
He surprised me though. He had the gift in his trunk, placed beautifully on his speakers. He popped his trunk and asked me to get his jacket from the trunk. As I opened the trunk and to my amazement, a beautiful red Hello Kitty skateboard! OMG!OMG! :DDD
I've always wanted my own skateboard. Be a cool skater girl. Haha. Now I can really look the part. lolol. Not really. I really do want to learn to ride it super well. I don't care much about doing tricks, although I hear an olley(?) is mandatory.
But yeah. I'm so lucky to have a man who knows what I want. I'm pretty impressed that for the first gift I don't have to pretend to like it. Haha.
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-asdfjklove J

Back in Atlanta, BABYYYY!

I packed all my things last night in a suitcase, basket, duffel bag, and bookie. Everything was so heavy!
Chris and I left the house at 9 this morning because she needed to make it on time to work at 11. We left in such a rush that I didn't really get to say goodbye to Sugar. )':
I drove to GSU. She helped me bring in my things. My arms ached so bad. Too early to be lifting so much. (><)
I cleaned my room for 3 hours and now it's spotless. So clean and roomy. C;
I tried to study but I didn't study much. I got tired and took a three hour nap.
I woke up to boo. :D It felt like break never happened. Mmm. I love it when he holds me up in his arms.
We unpacked. Then went grocery shopping at Walmart.
We ate yesterday's leftover for dinner. Blue crabs and crab soup. Mm! Missed my babe so much. <3 br="br">

-asdfjklove J 

Kevin 20 Birfday

I'm glad I decided to stay home instead of going to Athens because then I would've missed a day with my siblings. C:
We had a siblings lunch at The Cheesecake Factory. Surprisingly, my brothers didn't bring any friends along. I ordered the grilled salmon. Yum!
Afterwards we shopped around at Perimeter. Kevin got some Clark's for his birfday. Jimmy wanted this brown puffy vest but if was quite expensive. I told him that Chris would buy it for him if he paid half. Unfortunately he didn't have any money on him. As a surprise I paid Chris half for the vest. He was happy, so that made me feel good.
That night, mother made an extravagant dinner of blue crabs, fried salmon, and egg rolls. I was still full from Cheesecake, but I ate it with pleasure. :3
Mother bought cupcake mix the other night and I didn't bake them yet because I've baking too much and got lazy. I did bake them last night so she could eat it before I go. No one else will bake then. She ate two cupcakes and my daddy ate three. He's not a fan of sweets either. ^.^
I took one of our candles and lit it, then put it in the cupcake for Kevin. As I was singing him "Happy Birfday," he blew his candle and ate it. -.- lolol.


-asdfjklove J

Samantha Sleepover

Ate spent the night. She wanted to stay over because she lives near Savannah and didn't want to have to wake up around 4 AM to drive and pick up Quynh. I felt very uncomfortable about the thought of her staying all week. I've been dreading it, but WWJD? So I told her it was okay.
The visit turned out okay on my part. We ate mother's dinner and chilled in my room until we fell asleep.
I think she had a hard time sleeping because Sugar was making a lot of noise. Also, Buddy slept here a little. I brought him up, but I didn't expect him to fall asleep. Eventually I had to get rid of the both of them.
I was going to go to Athens with he, but today is Kevin's birfday. Boo and Ate told me that I should stay. I think this is what Jesus would do. I really wanted to go to Athens and see boo. I know he is going downtown tonight and I thought it'd be cute to go together. Maybe he wants to party alone.
I've been feeling super attached to him. Maybe it's the separation (the break), but I don't like acting this way. I don't think he likes me acting this way. )': Good thing break is about to be over; I need stop. Aish! The disadvantages of love: when you're perceived as clingy, but it's because you miss them.


-asdfjklove J

Sister Encounter

I went to Lenox Mall yesterday with Christine and to my luck, Adrian happened to be there too. He met her this time and then she met his parents, sister, and godmother.
Although I felt like Chris didn't deserve to meet Adrian and his sweet family, she did make a good impression. I don't want anybody who isn't supportive with my life or lifestyle to get these privileges. She did good and I guess it's alright.
It was mice seeing boo again. This shows that fate doesn't like us apart. Haha. Can't even last a week without him. Our time was shorter but it was nice. SO AWKWARD! O A O
Chris and I went to the mall to see the deals and buy my mother a Christmas gift. We got her a blush, eye shadow, and lipstick from Mac. We also bought her some brushes from Sephora; a total of $70! When I have money, I'm suppose to repay her.
After the mall, we went to Chipotle and had a conversation about boys and family. On the ride home, we talked about our parents. I hope this gave her a good insight of where I stand. I am my father's child.


-asdfjklove J

Black Friday: Target & Tanger

Black Friday was lame again. TT____TT This year Jenna kept telling me to go with the boys and Chris because Chris is going to go crazy for BF. I haven't spoke to Chris in a while, so I kind of thought this would be true. Last year, BF was lame. We went to Tanger, Best Buy, and barely Lenox. Actually I don't even think we went to Lenox. I believe we were about to, but we heard it wasn't good?
This year... We went to Target to look around. Then Tanger. I got shoes from the Pacsun outlet, but I'm not satisfied. I wanted crazy deals and variety. I wish we would've went to a good mall. -___-" Every year...
I shoulda have listened to Jenna. Chris hates these kind of festivities. URGG!


-asdfjklove J

Thanksgiving 2k12

Thanksgiving is a holiday where family members come together and gather around a large table with yummy goodness. Traditionally, my Thanksgiving is spent with all my cousins, brothers, and sister, but this year the tradition came to an end. D':
Distrust and hate separated the family and destroyed the tradition. /: It's sad that people couldn't put their differences aside and enjoy the holidays.
Instead, I spent Thanksgiving with my parents, brothers, sister, puppies, and Tish and her family. We had hot pot and noodles and banh beo. The food was very delicious although I did not take part in creating it like I usually do. As good as this was, I really enjoy tradition. ._.
But today isn't about food. It's about giving thanks for the things and people you appreciate. I am thankful to have my parents. Through thick and thin, they're still together. They definitely put "for better or worse" to the test and I'm happy that they still love each other. I am thankful for my siblings. Although we didn't always get along, I'm glad they protect me and how we can joke with each other now. I'm thankful for my puppies, Sugar and Buddy, because life without them would be joyless. They always make my heart warm. ^.^ I am thankful for Adrian. He's made me learn to take a chance with love and not to be afraid anymore. He's taught me that they're gentlemen still exist. (: I am thankful for the people that have been there for me without judgement. They're the ones that keep me strong. I live Jenna, Samantha, and Tania.
Lastly, I am thankful to be me. Haha. After all I've been through, seen, and heard, I turned out not so bad. lolol. ^______^


-asdfjklove J

Oh Christmas Tree!

I decorated the family's Christmas tree today. Then I had to bake two batches of cupcakes. So exhausted!
I've been decorating the tree by myself for a few years now. I always decorate it while listening to my holiday playlist. It's nice and I don't mind putting it up alone, but goodness! I inhale a lot of dust. -_____- Always gives me a big headache afterwards.
But yeah. Yayy!!! It's Christmas time. :D


-asdfjklove J

A second or an hour I'm blessed to be able to see you.

I met up boo thang at Lenoz Square Mall! He was there with his family. They were shopping around. Today is his parents' 25th anniversary. How special! I hope to have that one day. ^.^
The morning was hectic, trying to get to Lenox. It's stressful depending on somebody for a ride but I'm thankful to even have Jenna. She's always doing so much for me and I don't repay her enough. /: Next year I will do better.
Jenna had to make many pit stops and we had to wait on Justin. I just kept thinking we were running late. (><) I'm glad I was driver or else I would have been more stressed and impatient.
I did finally get to see him and it was magical. O: I love being in his arms and feeling his tight hugs. He's so sweet. We had a short amount of time together but it was worth it. The stress. The drive. I value each second I have with him.
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-asdfjklove J 

Chill Tuesday (Thanksgiving break)

Jenna and I bought ourselves each a bottle of wine to chill on her balcony. This Cupcake Chardonnay is alright though. 🍸


-asdfjklove J

Lonely Adventure

Today I took a chance and called daddy to ask if I could take the car out. To my surprise, he allowed me without argument! 😃 I quickly got ready because time was running out before my parents would get home. I went down to Jenna's and tried viciously to get her to open the door, but she was too knocked out. Haha. So I had to leave without her.
I was nervous to leave my neighborhood since I knew my brothers would be watching. They were going to wonder why I was driving alone. 😯 I quickly passed by the house and waved to them. Then I pulled over and texted Kevin to explain how daddy let me have the car and that I couldn't get Jenna. It was alright.
I went to Southlake Mall in the hopes of finding the last piece to this perfect gift for Booberry. Unfortunately, after searching high and low, I could not find it anywhere. I was very disappointed and thought of going to Lenox Square Mall, but knew I would be caught in traffic. 😕 Instead, I bought myself my PINK perfume from Victoria Secret and left.
On the way home, I stopped by Goodwill in hopes of finding Christmas sweaters for Booberry and I. Again, no luck. 😩
It was a prosperous day, but Lady Luck wasn't there.


-asdfjklove J

Army Jacket

I spent the day with Jenna today. We went to Little Five Points in hopes of finding a gift for Adrian, but instead I found an army jacket for myself. Haha.
I was super close at getting him something, but it wasn't perfect. 😐 I'm going to try and search for it online. This is going to be tough because I'm not going to know how it fits.
Here's the camo jacket I bought at Clothing Warehouse. It was only $40! My first clothing purchase at Little Five! 😃


-asdfjklove Judy

Buckhead Saloon

Last night…

There was an XK Emory probate. Unfortunately, boo and I got there too late and it was already ending. The probate went by super fast though because it started at 6:30 and only lasted for 30 minutes. Sisters came down from Athens and missed it too. ): Everybody was really disappointed.

Afterwards, I parted ways with boo and had sister dinner at Iron Age with Pixie, Voltage, and Serenity. It was super good and I was really hungry, but goodness! So much money. TT_______TT Then boo came to Iron Age and the sisters went back to Athens.

The night boo and I hung out with Jessica and her friends (Jenny, Cathy, girl). We went to Buckhead Saloon which is a bar in Buckhead. The area was pretty cool. It reminded me of Panama City, FL mixed with Athens. This is my first time going to a bar in Atlanta.

All the guys there were so thirsty! d: I had my boo though, so it didn't matter. He bought me drinks! :D He's never done this before. He got a Miller Lite and an amaretto sour. It was tough trying to take down the beer for some reason. /:

I had a good time though. It was chill and the girls were crazy. Haha! I love having him around. <3


-asdfjklove J

GSU Family Thanksgiving

We each either contributed money for the ham or we each made something. Boo and I were given rolls and greens. We all went grocery shopping on Tuesday together.

Unfortunately, I overslept after a day at the gym and Boo had to make the rolls all by himself. We gave the asparagus to Alexandra to cook for us. Everything was delicious! 😋 I learned about my love for sweet potato. Mmm!
We took lots of pictures and had a good evening. Everybody is so warm. Feels like the holidays.
We can find family in all sorts of places. I have a family at home, school, and in Athens. It's good to know a lot of good people.


-asdfjklove J

Tau One Year Anniversary

Today is the one year anniversary of Tau Class Fall '11 crossing. I didn't realize that this day meant so much to my LS. I've been so distant with the sorority that I kind of lost touch with sisterhood. Seeing all these FB posts makes me realize that the love is still there. It'll never be lost because sisterhood is forever.
Unfortunately though, I don't want to post a sappy post about Tau crossing. I don't know why. I'm lazy I guess and not good with words. How can I sound sincere? 😐

-asdfjklove J

In 6th Grade

This is a sad story but true. In middle school, my older brother and I were on the same "team." Teams are common in all the grades. A group of a hundred students are in each team and they have a set of 3-4 teachers. We encounter the same teachers each day everyday. My brother and I had all of them but we had three classes together, yet they had no idea we were related until mother spilled the beans. It was our natural instinct to avoid each other. Although all the students knew, the teachers had no clue. lolol.

-asdfjklove J

Mine Plaid

I gave myself a tattoo and wrote his name on my foot. Then he wrote "💙 MINE!"
I am so tired. Today wasn't really eventful but it was long and rainy. I just want to cuddle up next to him, but he's working on a presentation. His shirt shall do for now. Goodnight.

-asdfjklove J

The Beginning

I start this journey to enjoy after participating in an extra credit event for my perspectives class. The event took me to a place called Turkey where I learned about their culture and their ways of life.
Now I sit at the Student Center lounge with my boo thang. Watching him study for his test in less than an hour. I pray he does well. 😬

-asdfjklove J