Drew's NYE Pregame Party

Something happened to me yesterday…. I became very emotional out of nowhere. I was alone at home and I was really hungry. There wasn't anything I wanted to eat though. Sugar was hungry as well, so I made her eggs and a hot pocket. Ha. Don't judge us. Anyway, I tried to get people to take somewhere to eat, but they were all busy. It really sucks to not have a car. -.-

                                            Dec 28, 2012 | Gutom ako !! (Hungry, man.) by ewwjudy on Keek.com

It was kind of a bad night too because my parents were arguing. I learned a lot of things about this family. I just watched them argue for hours. It's annoying because they're so repetitive and they can't stop yelling. By raising your voice doesn't necessarily get your point across. =.= I was fed up that they wouldn't shut up. At least I finally got to eat because my mom made dinner.
I left to go to Drew's party around 10:30 PM. Nhan picked me up. It was sprinkling.

                                           Dec 28, 2012 | #OOTN - Drew's pregame NYE party by ewwjudy on Keek.com

When we first got there it was chill. I started having fun when I played beer pong with Nhan. We ended up winning. (: It was a long game though. I took most of the beers because Nhan was sick and didn't want to drink. Then this girl named Nicole grew a liking to me and wanted me to be her partner. I failed though because I was distracted, so we lost. Her and I took several shots together. lolol.
For some reason though, I had like a long splinter in my hand. Took like 4-5 people to get it out. o.o We didn't leave Drew's place until around 5. I was so tired. When I came home, I had to be quiet. Daddy was in the kitchen smoking, but thank goodness he did not notice me. O_______O For some reason, Sugar left my room and decided to stay with Jimmy. She pretty much ratted me out in her own way. Haha.
I Skyped boo before I went to sleep though. That was nice, but I felt bad for forgetting to wish him a good flight. ): I'm so happy he's coming home though.
I woke up with 4 bruises and a small cut on my hand. So strange because I was fine when I fell asleep. /: I wonder what happened to me. I had a headache too, so I drank some water and went back to sleep until 2:30.

VLOG: 19th Birthday & Christmas

19 Birfday ):

Well, I didn't do anything on my birthday except sit at home, watch Netflix, and FB. -_____- It was a sad day. SO RAINY! Everybody else was out and about though. My parents were at work. Chris wasn't home. Jimmy went to get a haircut and Kevin went to go work out. I was at home, by myself, with the dogs. ):
Boo was the first one to wish "Happy birthday." :D I was surprised! And of course I got bunches of FB posts and text messages from people wishing me happy birthday (even from some people I don't like.)
The family celebrated tonight though. We all went to Nori Nori. It's not too often we get together  and go out to eat. It's not as common as it's used to, so I was happy we were all out together. I didn't eat too much though. /: Everybody else was full and was ready to go, but I could've ate more.
Also, boo ruined the date I had planned for us because he begged me to take him to Nori Nori. /: *sigh* I'm going to do it anyway. That place is so yummy he should try! :3 And I want to be his first. lolol.

So yeahhhhh. Here's a little video!




-asdfjklove J

I cannot wait until we get our apartment together. This has always been a dream of mine. ^.^ I can't wait to decorate my own apartment and make it look so cool and magical. :D
I have to do super well spring semester, so everything can fall into place and I get live with my boo!
SO FREAKIN'' EXCITED.

2012 Taught Me

Anybody can hurt you. You may think you know who they are and feel safe with them, but you can't really tell unless something traumatic happens. When that one thing happens, you will realize who are the ones by your side and who are the ones adding to your misery.
This year many people came into my life and pretended to be my friend. This year I thought certain people were trying to help me, but really, they had their own interests. By the end of the year though, I've come to eliminate the ones who tore me apart. I removed the negative characteristics in my life because I don't need them. I have many problems, and I don't need any more. It feels better to have only a handful of people in my life. I can only handle that much and these are the ones that helped me through this year. I am so thankful to have great friends and family. C:


-asdfjklove J

Play Date with Nhan

I have been going out too much! It's a good thing Jenna cancelled lunch today. I look like a bad child. Haha.
Yesterday I hung out with Nhan. It was suppose to be Jenna, Nhan, Hoa, and I, but the rest of them bailed.  We went to Perimeter Mall where I accidentally ate cheese (again) and bought 2 pairs of tights and a high-low skirt for $20 total! >:D I need to go back for Christmas shopping for Ate, Biggie, and Tania. I don't know. I may get stuff for Tau girls in general. I have an idea what; I just need money on my card. Hehe.
Afterwards, we went to Fry's because Nhan needed stuff for his computer. Then we hit up Quickly's. I saw "the Quickly's girl." I hope she didn't think that I was on a date. I don't know. People are always assuming things about me. -.- But yeah. We stayed and chat there for a while until we head back down.
We went to his friend's, Drew, house and chilled, watched anime, and ate. I played with a kitty there. For the first time, I actually played with a cat! This cat was quite cute though. It was completely gray with hazel eyes. Mm! =^,^= We stayed there too long. All the way to 4 AM! Mother and father did kind of blow up my phone, but I ignored their wishes to be home early. (I'm such a rebel.)
I make good grades and matured quite a lot this past semester. I am old enough to make my own choices. I rarely rely on them (only for food). I can handle this.


-asdfjklove J

Pure Fxcking Joy >:D

Fall Semester 2012

Starships Were Meant to Fly!

Today really tested my patience. I hung out with Jenna and as normal, we had to make 25 different pitstops before we get to our location. This time our location was Buckhead/Ru Sans.
It's 4 o'clock. I am super bored, so I asked if I can come down since we're suppose to be going out in an hour. She says alright and I go down there. When I get there, she's doing her make-up and getting ready. She sees my hair for the first time (which I got cut yesterday). She really likes it and says it fits me.
Mother really likes my haircut too. They both compliment it like it's the most beautiful haircut I've ever gotten. They say I look like a model or something. Honestly, though, the haircut has not grown on it. I feel weird seeing me when I look in the mirror. I think the only thing I don't like about my hair is how short it got. The lady said trim, but she definitely cut off more than an inch. -________-" And my hair color. I was planning on re-dying it when I had the old hairstyle to a new color. More brown, but I don't know if it will go well with the haircut I have now. I like the color I have now with this haircut, but it just seems so light. Makes my hair look like a wig! I have no idea. I was even considering going "dark." OOO: ONLY if it fits the haircut. I have no idea what I am doing about color. /: I just wish it was longer. =.=
We don't leave her house until 6 o'clock. She was getting ready and she had a long 40-minute conversation with Matthew's mother.  That's not her fault, so I am fine with it. I'm used to her taking a long time, but two hours? We leave the neighborhood, but then she decides to turn around to go smoke with Kevin. (O A O /)!! She says it will only take 15 minutes….. she forgets to add thirty. (-___ -" ) By this time I'm getting a little impatient.
We of course, like always, have to make a stop at her mom's shop. I already knew we were going her because we had to change the Armada out for her car. And she always goes to get money. While we are there, she gets texts from Matthew who will not let her go out with me and begs her to come sleep with him.
I love Matthew, but he is such a baby! (><!) He's always preventing Jenna from having fun. She says it's not that he doesn't want her to go out, it's because he wants to come along too. Right now he is under house arrest (well he's grounded by his parents), so he obviously can't go out with us. But it's NOT just this time. It's all the damn time! She can't come party. We never go on double dates together because he's an emotional baby that has no confidence in himself. T.T (I think I have a problem with people that have no confidence or low self-esteem. I can't play nice with them.)
Once Jenna told me that we are going to eat at the local buffet, I lost it. I got super fed up with Matthew. I became tear eyed and for the the first time, I complained about his behavior to Jenna. I hope she doesn't see me as a bitch, but she's always talking down about the boys I like. If I didn't feel like Jenna and him make a good couple, I would have told her to leave the dude. -.-
So yeah. We ate at the local buffet, but then she get s a text from her friend who we were suppose to meet up with in Atlanta. She deciders to go up there anyway without Matthew's consent. This makes me feel a little bit better that I didn't completely waste my entire day waiting on something that never happens.
After dinner, we head to Atlanta, but her friend isn't quite there yet. To kill time we go to a porn shop. ^___^ Haha~! Jenna's idea! I have never been to a porn shop before and as an immature little girl, I laughed at everything. lolol. I looked like a 12-year-old going to a porn shop. My goodness. Jenna actually purchased something. She got her mom a vibrator and a movie. That's pretty cool that she can do that. My mom would KILL ME! Mannnn….my whole family would kill me if they knew I went to a porn shop.
Afterwards, we got thai tea at a nearby Vietnamese/Thai restaurant. It was pretty good! The thai tea made me happy again. :D
Unfortunately, her friend never pulled through, so we just head back home.



-asdfjklove J

VLOG: Fall Semester Is Over

Flan!

Catching Up / First Photoshoot

It's been a while since I've blogged. I've been busy with studying for finals. T____T Just three more days of studying and I'll be done. Thank goodness!
Around one to two o'clock AM on December 1st, I gave boo his last gift. I gave the Urban Outfitters camo pants the same night (or was it the next day?) he gave me my Red Kitty skateboard. He knew about that gift because I was quite obvious about it. He loves the pants though! C: For the other gift, I surprised him by placing it on our bed under the heart. I sweet talked him before I told him to come cuddle me. He was so surprised when he saw the gift! :D It was cute and I think he loves it. I got him the 30th anniversary red G-shock. Aaaah! ^___^
The other night we had our first home-studio Photoshoot. Haha. It's so sad, but it works! I hate taking photos though. I'm so awkward, but he's perfect though. He knows how to pose and look cute. Wish I could be a good sidekick for him. I'm trying! ._.
I am currently studying at the library with boo and his study buddy Ben. I'm not really focused anymore. ): Lacking motivation when it matters most! Aish.


-asdfjklove J